April 2010
Together We'll Grey, Grey, Grey
I’ve been listening to “From 24C” by The Matches on repeat for about an hour now. The album it’s off came out in March of 2007 and I was going through a pretty rough patch with some stupid guy that I felt like I had loved (but it has now occurred to me that I did not). Whenever I listen to this song I think of him.
It’s about how Shawn Harris, the lead singer of The...
March 2010
One Blank Stare, Lookin' Up, Lyin' There
Today was great.
Except I found out somethings that I didn’t want to know. I realized a few things about myself too.. like how I freeze up and get shy and can’t think of anything to say around certain people so I just end up ignoring them to avoid awkward situations and then I regret it in the end. I also noticed that I get so overwhelmed in situations that I tend to block it out...
And Since I Am Dead, I Can Take Off My Head
Today was a blur. I went to bed at 3 last night and woke up at 6:50. I was late to school like I always am, but my HST teacher never gets mad.
We learned about Lyme Disease and she showed us pictures of the ticks that cause it. They were gross. There was a before and after picture of one. Before it latches onto you, it was all tiny and skinny. After it sucked your blood, it swelled up like a...
Get Out of My Head
I was having a good day today until like five minutes ago. On Facebook (where all drama starts) I notice Stacie has updated her status. It reads, “Some people are so stupid. A.K.A. Judy. Stop talking to Sam’s mom.”
Okay, Stacie, Sam and I don’t like Judy. We’ve got our reasons and I don’t really feel like typing a big long story about it.
So then Stacie...
You Think Not Telling is the Same As Not Lying,...
Remember when I wrote about how that kid in my Physics class told the principals he was going to kill my teacher and we had to lock the door? Today, our teacher told us that when she went out to her car after school on the Thursday before we got out for Spring Break, he was waiting by her car. Creepy.
My New Moon dvd doesn’t work after the scene when Bella’s with Laurent in the meadow...
Can You Point Me Toward the Morning?
I burned my left index finger today. I just took a shower and I could only wash my hair with my right hand because the hot water made my finger burn.
School starts again tomorrow. I went to bed at 5 am last night so I probably won’t sleep good tonight.
Stand Up Like a Tower, Tall, Then I Fall Just Like...
I saw Remember Me today. I never was much of a Robert Pattinson fan, but this movie looked good. When I walked out of the theatre with Monique, we discussed how we had both fallen in love with him, ha. Seriously. He was nothing like Edward Cullen which is a good thing! He was funny, charming, sweet, amazing, and perfect. There was this one scene when the girl, Allie, was leaning against the door...
Are You Drunk? Have You Been Drinking?
My iTunes deleted all of my music the other day. Just as I was about to rip all of the hair out of my head, I remembered that I had recently saved it all in a file on my computer. All songs have been recovered. Thank God.
I drove my puppy and my mom to the park today. We walked and talked about possible names for him because we can’t compromise. She keeps calling him Scooter. Every time she...
I always trip on my clumsy heart
wellllll my sister left this morning to go camping. i woke up at like 9 am to her saying goodbye and giving me a kiss on the forehead hahaha.
anywaysssss i think these next few days will be pretty lonely. my sister, bailey, and amelia are all gone. all my other friends are pretty much ignoring me but whatever.
i drove the truck today for the first time by myself. it was nice and relaxing.
i...
The good in us is all we know
It’s Spring Break.
Yesterday I hung out with Stacie. We went to the lake and fed ducks but they didn’t seem very hungry. Then we just sat in her car for about thirty minutes. We planned our senior trip for next year. It’s going to be Stacie, Michelle, Whitney, and I driving to Oklahoma, Kansas, Missouri, and Arkansas for a week. I want to bring a tent but Stacie just wants to...
Is it the fingers or the brain that you're...
Today was… surprising, I guess you could say.
In HST we learned about Ebola, one of my favorite diseases to learn about.
In Algebra 2, we took a test.
In Spanish 3, we did some assignments and watched a movie with Penelope Cruz in it.
Physics was the surprising one. We were going over our Thermodynamics and Heat Transfer Review, and this kid that sits next to me was talking to the girl...
If You're Bored Then You're Boring
Today was slightly better than the last few I’ve had.
I went to dinner with Amelia, Bailey, and Morgan tonight. It was originally just supposed to be Amelia and I, but we didn’t mind the extra company. I like going long periods of time without seeing them because we always have fun stories to tell and we’re always laughing.
They’re supposed to be going on some camping...
Hey Little Apple Blossom, What Seems to be the...
Another bad day. I’m getting tired of this.
My life is so boring and uneventful that I don’t think you can even consider it a life.
I think I was happier last year when I didn’t have any friends. I never felt alone because I was always alone and I was just used to it. I’ve become too dependent on others for my happiness. Maybe I need to get back to how I used to be, how I...
Trade Your Demise For Mine
I got a letter in the mail today from Embry Riddle Aeronautical University telling me how interested they are in me attending their college. I want a degree in either Astronomy, Physics, or Astrophysics and I think they’re all offered there.
I’ve only got two problems with it. It’s about $39,000. And it’s in Prescott, Arizona.
But if I go there, I can learn to fly planes...
I Don't Want to Fall to Pieces
Over the past few weeks, I’ve seen a lot of weddings on tv, on the computer, in movies, you know.. things like that. They’ve made me think of my future wedding (I HOPE I GET MARRIED) and how it’ll be. I figured, “Hey, why not write about it and see if your tastes change?” So why not! Here we go!
I’m not a big wedding kind of gal, like I don’t want to...
I'm Asking Forgiveness
I have recovered 100% from my sickness! You rock, Immune System!
Today was okay. It mostly just involved my sister being rude and my puppy peeing on the floor a lot.
I cooked some corn and potatoes earlier, then Benji and Victor called me and I guess I was talking loud because my dad yelled at me.
So I came upstairs and talked to them for almost two hours.
I also got some ice cream today. I...
You Belong
Stayed home from school again today. I don’t feel as completely exhausted and horrible as I did yesterday! But my throat hurts a little still, oh well!
I did a lot of driving today. I drove my sister and our puppy to Petsmart and got him some treats and two new toys. Then I drove us to Blockbuster where I turned in a movie.
Later, I drove us to the dollar movie and we saw Leap Year. Only...
Worst Day of 2010
I had gone to bed last night thinking that today was going to be THE BEST! Yeah, I was wrong.
I woke up at 6:01 AM to my lovely alarm clock going off. As I sat up to hit the Snooze button, I was hit with a wave of nausea, chills, a sore throat, and a killer headache. My mom came in around 6:50 to see if I was up, and I told her that I felt like I was dying.
My throat had hurt bad last night, but...
Conversations With My Bathroom Mirror
The lyric above is from the song “Jack Slap Cheer” by The Matches. I would finish it, but I don’t want the title to be like ten paragraphs, even though the lyric isn’t that long, haha, so I’ll just type it here!
“Conversations with my bathroom mirror are never the same as when you’re standing here.”
I looooove The Matches! I miss them. I wish they...
Bound to Pack it Up
My nose is like a volcano of snot right now. Sounds cute, right? Because it totally is! Tomorrow’s the English TAKS Test, and you know what that means? That means my nose will be running like CRAZY. I don’t know how, but I swear, my nasal cavity knows when I’m testing.. It doesn’t matter what time of the year it is, either! It’s like the Mississippi River.
Today was...
I'm Not a Mind Reader, But I'm Reading the Signs
Today certainly did not live up to the expectations that I had set for it last night.
I get up at 7:01 AM everyday. Since I know I won’t get up the first time (or the second or third or fourth) that my alarm goes off, I set it for 6:01 AM. Well apparently, out of my exhaustion, I turned my alarm off completely and went back to bed again.
I do this weird thing sometimes where I play...
Hello Operator
The weekend is over, and I can say that I enjoyed it very much! Saturday night was reaaaaaal good.
I went to JK China Garden with my mom and sank my teeth into some of the best broccoli on the planet. This cute little old Asian woman kept coming over to our table and refilling our waters, then she’d compliment me every time! She’d say to my mom, “Your daughter so pretty!”...
