May 2010
April 2010
One Thing's For Sure In That Graveyard
Today was great.
But it also had it’s downside; a really big downside that didn’t occur to me until I was driving home.
And the roads are covered with a million little molecules of cigarette ashes, and the school floors are covered with pieces of pencil eraser, too. Well sooner or later the ground’s gonna be holdin’ all of my ashes, too. But I can’t help but wonder...
No Cars Go
I’m making my NASA plans and trip dates official tomorrow. My stomach flips and flops whenever I think about it because I’m gonna be so nervous.
I’ll have to fly by myself. That’d be okay if I wasn’t socially awkward and terrified of people I don’t know, but you can’t have everything. I already get a little nervous when flying on a plane so going by...
You Can Count On Me to Split
Today was great! I went to Victor’s house after school for his birthday and his friend Edgar asked me weird questions that I didn’t know how to answer.
Then Victor, Benji, and I stayed in Victor’s room for like two hours just drawing sleeves for Benji & Robin’s cd demos for next Tuesday!
Yeni Navan!
Rather Waste Some Time With You
Today was probably one of the best I’ve lived this month.
In Physics, I had been helping a foreign exchange student from Thailand raise his grade from failing to an A. Then, as a thank you, he pulled me aside today and gave me a gift for it! A 100% cotton, hand-made scarf from Thailand!! I’m not much of a scarf wearer, but that made me feel SO good!
Then after school, I went shopping...
I'm Talking to Myself at Night Because I Can't...
I went to Chili’s for dinner with my sister tonight. I asked her to smile with her eyes to see if she could do it but she just looked like she was staring at me. Then I asked if she could smile with her mouth and not her eyes but she just looked like she was surprised, haha.
We had gotten chips and salsa and they were like two dollars but our waiter didn’t charge us. I thought that...
Elevator Straight Into My Skull
Tonight was Spring Show. It started at 7:30 and I had gotten home at 7:24 from helping my mom. I drove fast to Naaman to get there in time, but I was about five minutes late. After I parked, I jumped out of the truck and ran up to the door in the pouring rain. Locked. I walked around to the front of the school and got in.
I thought the show was good, but it wasn’t as good as last year. This...
Some People Die Just a Little
I think I may need a new iPhone. It sucks too because I was just talking the other day about how it’s still my first one and I haven’t needed a new one, and then it totally freaks out on me. Whenever I plug it into my computer, which is where I leave it when it’s charging, it freezes!
Last night, I plugged it in at 12:38 and went to bed. When I woke up, I realized my alarm...
I Am A Fever
Only got an hour of sleep last night. I had woken up ten minutes late for school this morning, but I had still somehow managed to leave the house ten minutes early.
I didn’t realize until third period that I had put my shirt on inside out. I didn’t really care though, you couldn’t tell so I just left it that way.
While I was drifting to sleep last night, I thought of a usual...
Is It Bright Where You Are?
I am absolutely exhausted. I went to downtown Dallas with Victor and Benji today to help pass out fliers but all I really did was rip tape for them with Benji’s car keys. I had toooooons of fun.
My ceiling fan is on and it’s drying my eyes out. I only take my glasses off when I’m COMPLETELY exhausted or if I’m cleaning them, but I took them off now and I can hardly keep...
Forever For Her is Over For Me
I’m creepy and I was lurking Stacie’s blog that she has just started and I saw that she had written a few things about her friends and I was one of the first people. This made me smile.
“Madison is quirky and witty. She used to scare me when I first met her. After time we became best friends. She makes me smile and always has something funny and interesting to say. She has many...
You Just Don't Get It
Michelle and I almost died tonight. We were at Eisenberg’s for a show and we got bored inside and we were feeling awkward so we went outside and around the side and stood there and talked. I asked her if we were going to be murdered on the side of the building because it was kind of dark and we were the only ones there. She said she’ll usually get a feeling when something bad is going...
Spider Got Eight Legs & I Got Two
You know how you do really weird things when you’re half asleep? Well I did the weirdest thing after I posted my update last night.
I had decided to take like an hour long nap because it was only like.. eleven. I told myself that I would wake up, take a shower, then go back to bed. Sadly, I had ended up sleeping for three hours and I woke up at two in the morning, still exhausted.
My need...
Lift Those Heavy Eyelids
Today has left me drained of all energy. As I type this, I’m currently slumped up against the wall next to my computer, fighting to keep my eyes open.
Even though I’m exhausted, I really liked today!
I went to see The Spy Next Door with Benji and Victor, but we got there thirty minutes late. Then Victor wanted to see The Blind Side but they decided not to show it? So we saw Sherlock...
Paralyzed by the Same Old Antics
“We say things we didn’t mean to say I take it back, I take it all back now”
Haven’t talked to you in two years. We’d talk all the time, text every day. I think about you almost every day and I wish that we could have been friends in the end, but I still have so much anger towards you that I never got to say to you.
You made me feel like such an idiot all the time,...
And Now That I'm Older, My Heart's Colder
We threw a surprise birthday party for Stacie today. I bought three boxes of cupcakes for it. As I was getting in the car, one fell and they got all smashed. Two boxes were enough.
I played dress-up with my sister’s “clubbing clothes”. They’re all too big, but whatever. I’ve been wearing her dress for about four hours now.
Sometimes I wish I was more girly than I...
